I'm disappointed, really disappointed.

I really can't believe someone who I loved so much for the last 3 years has become someone like this.

Fuck.

What hurts me more is whenever I think back about the past, not long, just 1 week back when you keep saying you're proud of me.

Look what's happening now? You are so fucking ashamed to even say I'm your boyfriend. Seriously, you're fucking selfish. Really.

You just think for yourself. When every fucking moment, I think about you, worrying about you, wanting to see you.

Fuck this man. I had enough.

I don't want someone who feels like I'm a fucking disgrace. I'd rather you say it to me. Oh yeah, you already have.

And I keep coming back to you like a fucking dog.

I had enough of being a dog.

Really enough.

I guess not telling you there's still a chance shows what a person you really are.

I'll stop whatever I'm doing. Just do well in whatever I want in my life. Whatever you want, is none of my concern anymore. I had enough of living my life that's controlled by you.

Fuck this shit. Fuck this 3 years. 2 months, 1 result, is all I need to see through you. I'm so dumb.